Thursday, March 27, 2008

My monthly trip to the hospital

Well yesterday i had a very bad headache that would not go away so i took some Advil then all of a sudden my nose started bleeding and bleeding and bleeding for 2.5 hours it bled and i ended up in the hospital. Once again with no insurance I had to go to the hospital. Let me tell you what I was so mad that the doctors at the doctors office couldn't help me and that they had to send me to the hospital. But they have to do what has to be done so i went in and saw Dr.Gurney ( yes just like the hospital Gurney) Any how he stuck some cotton in my nose that was wet with this stuff that burned like super bad for 45 mins but we Finlay got the nose bleed to stop. From there i went back to work hoping that they would let me come back since it was not my choice for me to leave they told me i had to. But no i could not go back so today i went back and found out that i was pointed for being gone yesterday( i know this means nothing to you guys but it means to me that if i miss any more time in 90 days i will no longer have a Job) So i went in and saw HR today and they told me that because i was not taken in an ambulance that it would not count. ( Let me tell you i was so mad they are the ones that said that i needed to leave but yet they are going to penalize me for it) So needless to say right when we get DeWayne gets a job we are not looking for one for me because I am tired off all the stress. I just want to do something that i am good at and people will like me for who i am. I guess that is all i have to say for right now.

P.S. Thanks for the many Birthday comments i really appreciate them all!

Thursday, March 20, 2008


DeWayne got a job today so things are starting to look up for us. He will be driving for Round Table Pizza for right now with some time he will still be looking for another job but as for right now that is where he with be driving. The tips will be great once again. Cash is always better to spend when you have it. We went out to dinner for DeWaynes birthday last night and had a great time just hanging out for his birthday. My birthday is Monday but I don't think that we will be doing much for it. We are going to meet mom and dad in Moses Lake for Easter dinner and visiting so that will be good to look forward to. I miss having them around just to hang out with. So any how I should get going as I just got home from work and haven't had much time to talk to my husband and hear everything about the new job. Hope you all have a great Easter if I don't write before then. Ryan

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Good Morning!

Well it has been some time since i have written on this but it has been crazy busy around here with me going back to work and all. I have been working 12 hour days and even picked up a couple of extra shifts when it was to be my day off but, we need the money. DeWayne has been looking for a job with no luck and is starting to feel not so hot about him self. I hope some place calls him back soon he has applied at like 10 to 15 different places and no luck yet. It is his birthday tomorrow and we dont have any money to celebrate so i will make him a cake and hope it is ok with him. Mine is next monday and i know that i am not a kid any more but there is just something about that special day when everything is about you and when you dont have any money there is nothing to look foward to for it to be all about me. So as you can tell i am very bumbed that are birthdays are right around the corner because i would love to have money to celebrate. Thats about all i have on my mind now i will write more when i have some time i have to head out to my mother in laws and do the dishes now. Ryan

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Back to work

Well it has been a good day the last day of being sick as the doctor has now released me to go back to work tomorrow. I am excited, nervous and apprehensive about going back to work since I have been gone for almost a month from work but we will see how it goes. The doctor could not do an ultra sound today so i will be going back in one month and getting one hopefully will have no trouble. For those of you that hadn't heard I had an infection in Uterus so I had not had a period in almost a year the doctor and i have have been working together so that hopefully here in the next year or some we can start having kids but that is still some time from now. For now we will be happy with that.

DeWayne is still looking for a job and we are still stressing about money but I will do my best to get as much OT at work so that we can have money to pay the bills at the end of the month. I tell you when it rains it pours in our family.

It is the start of the softball season this Saturday so we are hoping that he can find a job where he can have time to play his favorite sport. One of the guys that he plays with has paid for him to play in the tournament this weekend. So he is very excited.

Well I went to bed at 9 but could not sleep I just have too much going on in my head so I got up but I really need to be going to sleep here pretty soon as I have to be at work at 9:30 in the morning. So for now I am going to go to bed and will write more tomorrow after work.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Stress of life....

I would love to be able to say that life is just going great at this time but that is not the truth. I am very stressed out. I have a blood infection and have had it for weeks now so I have not been working which means that I am not bringing any money in for our my family. Then since last Wednesday we found out that my husband is no longer going to have a job because the place where he had worked is now closed. Then this morning we woke up and out Water heater had gone out and our freezer had frozen over. Something good has to come of all this because I really cant handle much more. I am hoping that as of Wednesday the doctor will tell me that everything is good and I can go back to work. I also am hoping that the doctor will let me know for sure wither or not DeWayne and I will be able to have kids or not as of right now they are saying that we probaly will not be able too. But I am not going to think of that untill the day that I am told for sure. Well I should get going and take my meds and go to bed I will talk to all later. Ryan


You have to find your self in God before you know who you are.