Oh the joys...

Well last week I went in and had my eyes checked and i needed glasses so i have been waiting for them to come in and they did this after noon i didn't know what a difference it would make it is still funny to see something and i am still getting use to them so some things are wobbly. They say it will take a couple of weeks for them to fully adjust to seeing 20/20.

Yesterday i had to go in for a colonoscopy everything is OK so far there they took out one pol-op the size of a dime and did a blood and stool test and both of those tests came back negative but it will be 4 weeks till the pol-op test comes back.

Other then that things are OK we had the boat races this weekend and enjoyed a full day out on the river on Sunday and the air show we had a good time but i still got sun burned even with the 50SPF. But it was fun.

Looking forward to the next couple of weeks and pricing things for the Garage sale that is coming up and having the whole fam dam ly over here since only mom has seen the house and we have been here for over a year now so it will be nice for them to be her.

Well i better go and take a shower as i have to get ready for the morning now because DeWayne has softball tonight so we will be up late and i have to get up early to go to work by 5:45.

Weight and Stress

How come is it when you are stressed you eat more or at least i do I always feel hungery and no matter what i do i cant get full. Well with all the stress that is what this weekend has been like i just got off the scale and i have gained 3 of the seven i had lost well all this means is i have to work harder this week and i will be able to be down next week right!!!! No more crap food and more fiber so i can stay fuller longer! Ok well i have kept you all long enoght have a good day everyone!

Tying Times

Sorry it has been so long since i have had time to sit down and let every one know what is going on in the life of Ryan and DeWayne. We first off i have been still having stomach issues so i have gone to see a Gastrointrologist last week and they let me know some interesting things about my stomach and what is happening. (I have been waiting on this feed back since I was in the Hospital) any how.... So i have ulcers in my esophagus and in my upper stomach what they are thinking is causing all the sores an pain in my stomach is that my food doesn't empty from my stomach in a timely manner most people have half of there food out of there stomach with in 90 min where as he thinks that mine stays in there from anywhere from 2.5 to 3 hours before it is half way gone so even by me eating smaller meals 6 times a day it still isn't helping that much because i still have food in my stomach from the time before. So with that all being said he put me on a medication that is not yet FDA approved but you can get it from Canada so that is what is we are going to do they have it all set up that they bill me for it but they get it from Canada for me. I sort of feel like a drug smuggler and it is prescribed to me..... :) Then i go in this following Monday and have the most lovely of test i get to have another Colonoscopy to see what they can find in my lower stomach he thinks he has a pretty good idea as to what is going on with my colon but just wants to be sure before he puts me on a medication for "Spastic Colon" doesn't this soooooo sound like something i would have it couldn't be anything normal it has to be spastic...

As for another issue here in our lives DeWayne has lost his job once again on Friday they let his whole team go from Senske Lawn and Tree. Which realllllly sucks he has sold all these lawn and tree and pest services and he will not get paid for any of them as he is no longer working for them and it was commission based so that is really making my blood boil he made that money for them almost 52 thousand dollars in revenue for them and he doesn't get to see the fruits of his labor. I am soooooo red with anger on this issue and you can tell my my jot on my soap box would show. Before I came home Friday night though he had went out and got him self another job that he starts today. He is going back to be a delivery driver for Round Table Pizza he will be the day time delivery person so he will get the big jobs that order pizzas and give nice size tips. We will see how the gas goes though with the price right now at $4.32 a gallon..... Hopefully the tips will be able to pay for gas every other day.

Besides that i don't think anything much is new i start my new 6 month shift at work this week so i will be working from Tuesday thru Saturday from 5:45am to 2:24 pm so lets hope my tired butt can get out of bed and be at work on time since that is sooooooooo early. No more staying up for me it is to bed by 9.

Ok well i love every one very much and miss you all hopefully every one is doing good and you are all enjoying the beautiful summer!!!!

The first Weigh-In

So today was my first weigh in date and after a week and a half of working out and watching what I eat I have lost 7lbs (thats with a holiday in there) I was very happy this morning when I went to work out and got on the scale and saw that number. Things are going pretty good untill we had friends over for dinner and games and they brought over Banana Cream pie one of my favorites. I had a piece but then went on with eating correctly once again. I hope by this time next year I will not be as hot and sweaty as I am now with it being sooooooo freakin hot over here. My normal schedule is to get up in the morning and then go work out come home take a shower and then go to work it sort of makes for a long day but i am hoping the shorter days are coming. They are making lots of changes at work and they all start on the 20th of this month. I will be getting a new boss and I will also be working a new schedule. 5:45-2:45 Tuesday thru Saturday. This will be good for DeWayne and I so we can have some time to do things together which we have not had time to do in months. So that is about all I have to say at this time I miss every one and hope everyone is doing good!

Turning over a new Leaf...

"Today is the first day of the rest of my life. My healthy life the life that I was intend to have." I woke up this morning said it was going to be a good day and so far it has be wonderful. I joined Curves yesterday and today was my first work out and boy did it feel great. I got measured and made my goals for the next 3 weeks. (start small to end big) So I have set a goal of losing 5 lbs and to loose 2 inches total on my body. I also saw a nutritionist yesterday and she has put me on a 1500 calorie a day diet I know that sounds like a lot of calories but because I have been so sick lately she wants to start with that and if by week 4 I am not loosing 1-2 lbs a week she will then move to down to 1200 calories a day. So I have made my way to the store and have picked up the essentials of what I think I will need for the next week or so. Veggies are free so bring on the Cucumbers and Carrots and Celery. I sure am going to miss that Ranch dip but I want to see the new me and enjoy those veggies with nothing on them the way they were meant to be eaten. Fruit is perfect this time of year and oh my goodness the Grapes are FABULOUSSSSSS!!!! So from here on out we will be eating correctly and proportionately so that I can get healthy and maybe some day be able to run around with my little ones. 100 lbs to go and we can start trying to build our family. I would love the support from all my family and friends because as we all you this journey is a hard one and the motivation some times fades. I love you all and thank you in advance for your support. Love Ryan!!