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Well thanks to everyone and there positive thoughts. I would love to say they all helped but it looks like I am going to be needed more of them sent our way. We got to the doctors today ( anxious all day) and the doctor was running 45 mins late. UGGGGGG....... Any how I had a trans vaginal ultrasound today and also was to get a biopsy of my Uterus. Well that didn't all happen. I had the Ultrasound and it was very painful. We got some pictures of it but it didn't have all the info needed so I will have to go in and have a CT Scan of my Uterus now. At that same time they will do an Ultra sound of my Left breast because they found a lump in it today as well. Then it will be off to surgery on the 10th of November to get the Biopsy of my Uterus and also see why my uterus is so painful and what is going on with the cysts. So I would love to say that this is all over and done with but at this time it looks like it is just starting. Please keep the good thoughts coming when you have some free time. Love you all. Ryan and DeWayne

Many Thanks!

Thank you so much to all of you who are keeping us in your thoughts and prayers it has defiantly made much a difference and a horrible week. Today I have finely felt a little more like my self laughing and joking with others at work. And of course that made it seem like i didn't have as many screamers!!! If you work on a call floor you would understand what a screamer is. We are both really anxious to get the Biopsy results to see what that his in store for us as well but what ever may come we both are trying to keep in mind that God knows what he is doing and will never give us more than we can handle he may test us but he knows how far. Please keep the good thoughts and prayers coming our way as we would love to have a great weekend that is relaxing and not so full of stress. Love and appreciation to everyone.

Thank you so much for the friends and family who have given DeWayne and I support over the last couple of days. For those of you who don't know I went and saw the OBGYN on Monday and I am sad to say that DeWayne and I found out that we will not be having any children. My body is no longer producing Eggs to make babies at this time. This makes us both really sad and has taken a couple of days for the tears to stop. Not only that but the Doctor is going in on the 22nd to do a Biopsy on my uterus (11.5 inch needle going through my stomach and into my uterus) to make sure that I don't have uterine cancer. So we will wait till the 22 and see what will happen from there the doctor is going to put me on a med so that from here on out I will have my period every 3 months. I also have PCOS which looks like it runs in the family and could be the reason I have the Cysts on my ovaries and my uterus. So I would love all the positive thoughts and prayers that could come our way. We will keep you informed as we hear anything. Love to all Ryan and DeWayne.

Were Home

I just wanted everyone to know that we got home safely last night after stopping at Angie's and Rory's for a couple of hours. We then went to the outlet malls just to see if there were shoes that were not at the Burlington Reebok outlet. There wasn't but then we walked into Big Dog and they are closing there doors on Jan 1 so everything is on sale if any one needs anything up to a size 6X that would be the place to get it now. I have to go it is off to see the OBGYN and see what he has to say lets keep our fingers crossed this is our big chance to see if we can ever have babies!!! Love to all and i will write more later!!! Ryan Peace Out (piss out)heheheheheh

SOOOO Excited

So is anyone as excited as I am I get to see friends and family and I am so freeeeeeakin excited!! We will be heading over today at 3 will stop and have dinner with the Ang and Abby and maybe Nick Chelseay and Megan. If they can come, then it is up to Mount Vernon to hang with the sisters and the pa then mom will be there tomorrow and it is off to the camp sight!!! It is going to be so much fun but i have so much here to do still so i will let you go and talk at you all later have a good weekend!!!